This is a book that gives as straightforward an appreciation of the Buddha's life, thought and work as I've seen.
I'm reading it at the same time as I read this.
The result is that I'm seeing the power of thought over orthodoxy, but of orthodoxy over the political landscape. The result, through history, seems to be the ability of orthodoxy to resurrect itself in forms and guises that overwhelm the loneliness of rational thought and inquiry. The kinds of answers, and the company, that people seek in times of upheaval, overwhelm their relationship to reality and hurl them into the arms of institutions that give direction to our days and choreography to our panicked flight from pain.
In the end, though, no matter how orthodox we are, we are all walking the path of the Buddha: we're on a lonely quest to end suffering -- our own, if no one else's -- and to have at least one moment of seeing how interconnected and numinous our realities are.
But the power of religious structures and dogmas to obstruct that quest, while spiritually deadly, can be strangely comforting -- kind of like freezing to death in a beautiful setting.
--T.A.
David,
I wonder why we have to link our lonely walk to end suffering with a Buddha or any other person/divine entity? I think about this a lot. So much of what has been taught to me has been rigid and modular. Thinking for myself is such a difficult task. Can we not simply link our journey with others along the way? Other humans like ourselves. So many of us are leading quiet lives of desperation. It helps so much to link arms and walk it together at times. Why does some dominant male "God-figure" have to be the model for us?
I don't have answers and I know I need to really blog these thoughts more in-depth and yet I shy away from it. It's not so much that it's exhausting. It's perplexing.
Posted by: Tamar | February 24, 2005 at 08:30 AM
Tamar: The unique thing about the Buddha was precisely that he was not, and did not want to be seen as, a "dominant male 'God figure'". He was exactly what you say you want -- someone struggling along the same path as everyone else, who thought he recognized some useful things.
While I, like you, want companionship and guidance, I don't know anyone whose guidance I trust sufficiently. I look for role models in history -- that's kind of what history, and religion, are (or should be) all about.
I don't think Judaism is rigid and modular -- certainly Zen is not -- it's the way these things have been presented to us that make them appear rigid and modular. I don't consider myself smart enough to be my own teacher, so I'm always on the lookout for as many as I can find.
Posted by: david | February 24, 2005 at 11:34 AM
I guess I was finally inspired to start blogging about it! But there's more to come I'm sure. While I love rituals and celebrating everything that everyone celebrates - I find myself becoming more and more an observer in organized religions. Connection to humanity and life in general and holding still with the "mystery" seems more the way I'm taking. Which isn't to say that I don't enjoy reading what all sorts of people have to say about their personal searches for peace and harmony - including Jesus, Dalai Lama etc. - and even human beings in the blogosphere!
Posted by: Tamar | February 24, 2005 at 02:06 PM
I'd say it's more like suffocating to death in a warm place.
"the loneliness of rational thought and inquiry," "institutions that give direction to our days and choreography to our panicked flight from pain" -- piercing.
Posted by: amba | February 24, 2005 at 02:19 PM
I just want to say I've enjoyed this exchange a lot--have nothing particular to add to it -- and since none of us will ever solve these problems fully, maybe what we really should value in the quest is the discovery of two or three terrific metaphors along the way. "Choreography to our panicked attack from pain"--"freezing to death in a beautiful setting"--these pictures ring true and cut through the discourse (or do they only seem to...?)
Posted by: Richard Lawrence Cohen | February 25, 2005 at 03:52 PM